Violet Oblivion

    • Violet Oblivion
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      For a moment I thought you had asked if I had flown an airplane, not in one! Anyway, yes. Six times, I guess, if you count there and back? D.C. twice and Florida once.

      What is the PUM’s favorite horror movie? (I could really use some recommendations!)

    • Violet Oblivion
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      okay first of all fdsaoghieorqtuqerdu~! Snow Crash was a blast and I am a huuuuuuuuge Neil Gaiman fan. He is my favorite author.

      Um, anyway, I haven’t been reading anything super recently, but last thing I was reading was Cabal by Clive Barker, which is kind of interesting but I’m not totally into the plot. It’s the first thing I’ve read by him. I do like his writing style despite the plot so far, so I think I will look into him ore.

    • Violet Oblivion
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      I have no clue how to choose. Augh. I’d say the writing and story and impact of Star Trek was greater for me (though I’ve pretty much only watched TNG) but I guess Star Wars has more of a cool factor? And while I do like the movies, I consider myself a fan mostly through the KotOR games, where it is just…cool to be a Jedi.

      Hm. I guess Star Trek, though. It’s kind of meant more to me and I feel like there is more of a focus on social issues in it.

    • Violet Oblivion
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      Your supposed apology message where you apologize for your “faults” kind of reeks of passive-aggressiveness to me. Has it really come to the point where I just doubt the sincerity of everything you say online? Yes, yes it has. I tend to pick things apart and look at every word and tone and my analytical self is telling me that you are being kind of passive aggressive. Really, if you really wanted to mend your friendships, you could. Easily. Those people aren’t bad people no matter how much you want to demonize them. They’ve put up with more from you than you have from them. I thought that maybe eventually I’d have advice to give you again. But no, you’ve still bottomed me out. I’ve never felt less willing to give advice to someone. I…haven’t talked to you within the past week, really, and it honestly hasn’t felt different. I haven’t missed you. What does that say about how far you’ve pushed me without realizing it?

    • Violet Oblivion
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      MarleyCupcake: I need one of these.For reasons.

      >.>

      Oh my.

    • Violet Oblivion
      Participant

      Honestly, I really don’t think I can do anymore for you. I’ve tried talking to you, I’ve tried talking to other people to smooth things over, but I’m just done. You say that you hate almost all of your friends now and that they need to admit their own faults, but honestly you need to look inward to. Also congratulations on mastering the art of both beating yourself up to the point or absurdity, yet placing all of the blame on others. I have so many words of advice to give to people, I try so hard to always be there for people and be someone who people can just talk to, but to be honest you’ve used me up.

      It hurts because you used to be one of my best friends and I have no idea why you seem to go around picking fights and just generally hating all of your friends these days, but really, I think I’ve given up. I guess you don’t hate me? I don’t know. I’ve kind of stopped caring. It’s bad enough that you treat yourself like crap, but now you are pushing it onto other people, too? I’m done. I feel like you are manipulating me.

    • Violet Oblivion
      Participant

      Wow, that’s super cute~

    • Violet Oblivion
      Participant

      Mm. Not definitively. I’ve always there might or might not be a god, but I’ve never really decided.

      Has PUM found something that they are truly passionate about?

    • Violet Oblivion
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      Mm. A little…upset because a girl who I am kind of friends with but not too fond of kissed a boy who I kind of like. I’m not so much upset because oh em gee that’s mai boy, but moreso because the reason that I did not make anything resembling a move (aside from being shy) on him is because I don’t want to fuck up his tenuous mental well-being. He’s had a lot of self-confidence issues and girl troubles in general, and basically JUST started getting in a better mental place recently, and she’s just kind of manic and mood swingy and I am afraid of her jerking him around. I also don’t think he’s really quite ready for a relationship which would be why I didn’t do anything about my own feelings. I guess I am mildly attracted to him but I care about him a lot. I just don’t want her to hurt him.

    • Violet Oblivion
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      It seems to be louder than ever before

    • Violet Oblivion
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    • Violet Oblivion
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      Granted. Everyone gets a wonderfully nice holiday with lots of gifts and candy…except for you.

      I wish there were more conventions in my area.

    • Violet Oblivion
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      Oh gosh. Hmm….I think a pink bunny. Yeah. Pink Bunny, which was called…Pink bunny. Actually, I think I collected a lot of pink bunnies. But there was a favorite!

      PUM, what is your favorite hot beverage?

    • Violet Oblivion
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      I got to spend time with two of my best friends. We just did errands, but it still is always wonderful to see them.

    • Violet Oblivion
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      I’m trying to remember. I think I found Dr. Steel as a recommendation through Taste Kid, looked up one or two videos, and it didn’t quite catch me at first. Then, months later I was looking for interesting videos to show my friends and saw Back and Forth in my liked videos for youtube, and I showed it to them, vaguely remembering that I felt rather mixed about it the first time. Hearing a second time…I fell in love and looked up everything good. Stumbled onto the website after stalking information on Dr. Steel.

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